To “answer” your question: look deep in yourself and ask yourself “what is my “squashed dream”? What did I always envision myself doing out of love, that, owing to life circumstances or insecurity, or thinking I hadn’t enough “talent” for, got pushed to the backburner?

For me it was writing, and it took me many, many years to own up to this, for a variety of reasons. But once I did, the void in my soul was complete, and money is just something I need for survival anyway. :)